my heart is beating fast. i know in 4 days i will be entering port au prince and i don't know what feelings will come over me or what i will experience. but that's the exciting part of life-never knowing what God has in store for me. i can't wait to get to know every individual on my team and get to know them on a spiritual level-i think God has put an amazing group of hearts together and it excites me to see what He will do!
it's so hard for me to grasp that God knew my life before i even believed. i have never thought about it this way till the other day...i know God has plans for my life-plans to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future. i am just impatient. i would like to know right now what i am suppose to do with my life, where i am suppose to go, who i will meet. the unknowns always kill me but that's where trust comes in.
Since starting my blog i received an email from someone going through the same things i have- it's amazing to me that when I opened my heart God showed me that it's ok to not have it all together cause well... i'm not the only one. I believe God rescued me. period. God is amazing -thank you Lord for opening hearts up to me already, i will continue to pray for their walk with u.
i know this blog may not always interest anyone, but that's not why i started writing. i started writing cause this is a way of holding myself accountable and to keep pushing till i find my calling in life. i write from my heart and what's on my mind and i think that's whats important in staying true to myself.
i am praying for big things for my trip to haiti because i believe in a God who can do BIG things. i am so thankful for all the love and support i have been given and can't wait to see what God will do. one step at a time...i pray i can be Gods hands and feet in this broken world.
this is my journey, this is my story, this is my life.
kb
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